my decision

i have give up lahh, and i just dont know why i give up you know. it is just so hard for me. like i dont know whos gonna be mine or not, it seems so hard you know to find someone that really is care about you, wherever you are whatever you do.

ill tell you guys based on my experience that you need to find a man that actually like you, care about you, knows you very well, not ignore you for couples of day without any reason, or actually good reason. fvck !

well, i have make my decision that is ill find my first boyfriend, when i found someone that really is care about me, knows me very well, and love and like me. but maybe im not gonna find it in dwiwarna lahh, theres so much guys in my school that i dont know their attitude their self, except my friends safwan fadhil fadel baskara fajar amir tomi. maybe ill find the good one when i go to college in USA, i really do hope so. AAMIIN !